Ne partez pas!

tu. me. manques. S1.

this reminds me of you guys.
(:




I HEART CHRISTMAS!!!


it's something about the whole atmosphere of it, that i love!
everything looks so much prettier too!

of course, seeing christmas decorations all over the place,
also reminds me that vous les gens vont quitter!

sigh.

but i'll see you people again, right?

(:

"Sleigh bells ring, are you listenin', in the lain, snow is glistenin' a beautiful sight. we're happy tonight, we're walking in a winter wonderland. gone away is the blue bird, here to stay is the new bird, he sings a love song as we go along... Later on, we'll conspire as we dream by the fire babe. we'll face unafraid of the plans that we made, we're walking in a winter wonder land.."

-Winter Wonderland, by Jason Mraz-

3 days is not enough.

i'm back from langkawi!

3 days is not enough.
i'm gonna miss S1 a lot
:(



it would be easier if i haven't learned that
S1 is not just a class
S1 is not just a group of people
S1 is more than that




It's a frenzy bunch of bobs and babes
that come from different sides of the country
to meet at the same particular point in their lives






with every beginning there is an end
with every first there is a last
so with every meeting there is a parting




it's hard to say when our paths will cross again or if it ever will
but the most important thing is
we've all met each other





time and tide waits for no man.
even if we wish as hard as we possibly can.
but i believe every meet is not just by chance or coincidence.






as time flies by
things will change.
people will change.
the world around us will change.
but some things will always stay the same.






it's the memories we built together.
it's the load we take on together.
it's the jokes we crack up together.
all that remains.






and when we cross paths again, only to find no common grounds
i will always remember that once upon a time,
we all shared something

























and someone once told me
it's not how long we've known each other.
it's the quality of our time spent together.
and if our memories should find no place in our minds,
they will be remembered in our hearts.

"I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly. It's hard to say I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep. Cause everything's never as it seems... I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes, I got misty eyes when they said farewell. But I know where several are if my dreams get real bizarre, cause i saved a few and I keep them in a jar..."

Fireflies by Owl City

class trip!!

on the sidelines, going to langkawi with S1!!!

will update soon.




TATAAAA!!!

south australian matriculation corroborree 2009.

it's been a great year!
honestly, i thought it'd suck real bad haha.
(just being realistic)
but thinking about how all of us started off at the beginning of the year
and how it all ended at the beginning of november
well, it's really heart-warming.


they say (yes, the anonymous THEY)
people change once they leave high school and enter college
because in high school everyone is pretty much still spoon-fed and sheltered emotionally, socially and education-wise
when they enter college, they're slightly more exposed to the world outside
and those who are comfortably sheltered, are forced to face reality, harsh as it may be.


at the beginning of the year,
if you asked me if i have changed.
i would have said no.



but if you ask me now,
i admit i have changed.
probably not much, perhaps just a tiny little bit.
and after all these, maybe change is not so bad after all.
Maybe life itself is change.
But the one thing that i'm proud to say will never change, is my values, my roots and GOD.


so, i just want to thank the S1 gang and all the other college mates and besties that have helped throughout this year.
you guys have made it too awesome for words.

you guys rock my world. the impact is done.
thanks

:)




"sometimes, people can go missing right before our very eyes. Sometimes, people discover you, even though they've been looking at you the entire time. Sometimes, we lose sight of ourselves when we're not paying enough attention... We all get lost once in a while, sometimes by choice, sometimes due to forces beyond our control. When we learn what it is our soul needs to learn, the path presents itself. Sometimes we see the way out but wander farther and deeper despite ourselves; the fear, the anger, or the sadness prevents us from returning. Sometimes we prefer to be lost and wandering; sometimes it's easier. Sometimes we find our own way out. But regardless, always, we are found."

-Cecilia Ahern in A Place Called Here-

ta-da!

so this is what i can come up with.
it's still black.
haha yes, i'm aware of it.
but well at least it's not.
JUST BLACK.

(:



haaa............ i feel satisfied.
time to sleep

bye peeps.

change.

I need to change the background.
it's HORRIBLY EMO-TIFYINGLY BLACK.
I hate it.

bihane.

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road,
he lost his soul to a friend so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?





2 days to finals
yet i'm still thinking about them
why me, God?
what did i ever do to them?

i've hit a brick wall.
i give up.
do what you like.

Paging krispy keropok: I need choc therapy.

and with that, i close my blog.
it was awesome knowing everyone of you from college.
i wish you all the best for finals,
God bless